I hate feeling indecisive, thinking I’m going to choose A or do X, then changing my mind and deciding to choose B or do Y… then deciding that I won’t go for either. Well, I say I ‘decide’ to do nothing, but in reality I’ll change my mind again in half an hour or possibly next week. There were two pictures I meant to upload today as wallpapers; one on Arty Site A, and the other on Arty Site B. I made sure they were clean and wearing their prettiest frocks (along with my name and address round their necks), then I wrote up my blurbs (“this is how I made this”), opened up the ‘going to load this’ window… and cancelled.
I decided one picture needed to be worked on more and I wasn’t out of options yet. As for the other… I was going to upload it because it ‘wasn’t important’. It wasn’t my usual style and the colours were too girly to please everybody… it was just a bit of fluff. Wasn’t it? Still, I cancelled.
(Hits ‘send’ and goes to bed). (No, wait; goes downstairs first for a drink). (Hang on, just remembered I left the tap running for Samson to drink from; can’t leave it running all night). (Now…. I’ve gone and forgotten what I was about).